Occasionally I think I experience some sort of gender dysphoria 

like in no way am I trying to appropriate the issues of trans* kids, because I am for the most part cis/femme and I realize that most of my issues concerning my gender are minor as shit

but there are times where I really wish I was male, in terms of like, my attraction to girls ya feel me? Sometimes rather than be a lesbian I’d rather be a straight male

I guess rather than actual gender dysphoria its more like Freudian penis envy